eek one more wish!

so my one more wish for the year 2002 is that i wish i could spend new year's eve with all the people i love and care about. {best friend circle [jen,ivy,nic, mike, alex], suckaa, debby, twinky, ngoc, jenn, roseanne [the old raintreehouse], ciudad 98-99[og alcoholics], mesa all stars, snakebite posse, bananas crew, og 3801 parkwest [when craig, jason, bob, thien, and ryan lived there], ricky, anh, thao, danny, eddie, khanh, deo, newton, khoi, shirley, garret [basically old skool apsa and vac], slut family, otero resis 01-02 [my babies!!], asam resis house 1078 '02-'03, kaba board '00-01[rex,pat,nic,mish,chari,mel d,em,tine,april,hans,perdids,beester,jan,jevon,rhea], kaba board '01-02 [hans,alex,ervin,sheila,reg,anashmell,vu,albert,gen,bev,phil,tammy,em,yapster,bryant], mikey, all those random ppl at the pub, film studies crew [lisa "w", kim "try a delt", and richard], kaba ppls from back in the day, cross ppls from back in the day, REACH, brockton/camden years[jen,ivy,vanessa,kim,irene,chola,vdg,erica,richard,ronald,jose,andy,t-mo,hawaiians (all the la crew memories)] and anyone else who's made an impact on my life} i wish that i could put all of you in one room and enjoy the last night of 2002 and laugh and reminsce about all the crazy stuff we did together. but i realize that that would be too costly and too hard to create because i love too many people from too many different places and it most likely would be expensive for some of you and too time consuming for others of you to get here. but alas that is my one more wish for 2002. so instead i wish you all a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

 
this is for thao ;)

UCcloud9: a tall messy hair nice guy who smiles a lot and can bake cookies with a REALLY run down, old ugly beat up car and has a couple of piercings and who can make thao laugh so hard she has gas is sexy 4 thao
abbyuci: yes ma'am...in a nutshell
abbyuci: is that TOO much to ask?

any takers???

oh and to everyone out there HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

for the first time in two years i shall be with my family celebrating this new years. which also means that alas i will be bored off my ass and sober for the first new years in two years as well. ahh well c'est la vie. i must be sober so the pops can pop that single malt glen livett whiskey with my uncles. well...one beer maybe two for me! heh

::muah:: a new year's kiss

everyone be safe and not stupid bc as the tv has taught us "friends dont let friends drive drunk" and what we've learned from experience is friends always need to have a designated or at least someone who can drive while a lil tipsy but seriously stay safe and sober up before you drive tonight ok ppls! {man i sound like a fuckin school marm}

my new favorite good bye:

peas and carrots!

 
good times good times

i have to work at 9am so this gots to be quick.

i worked today from 1-930 and then i raced to kona lanes in costa mesa for our company party where i consumed many fried foods {chicken, fries, cheese sticks, onion rings, zuchinni sticks}. i tried to balance it out with vegetables {carrot sticks dipped in ranch}. ya i need to hit up the arc bad. this has been a horrible eating season! had some drinks {rum&coke, malibu rum&pineapple juice, and a tequila sunrise}. then it was off to elvis for some karaoke with james, laura, yvonne, lauren, and jose joined us later. we sang it up and now i have no voice eek! and i hafta open tommorrow at 9am! eek again! but its cool i got to hang out with friends from work, which is something i usually dont do, but i figure i might as well since their cool people and i talk shit with them all the time. good friends = ppl i can talk shit with. hehe. those of u who are my friends know its true.

and bleh about the other entry that was just me delirious from being sick, which i still am. but i'm praying and taking halls no mentholated kind to get better.

thanks for caring...i feel the love =p



suckaa: imissu there's still a lil of that 8th left
ivy: comehome already i wanna talk to you! and jen never picks up her damn phone!!!

 
bleh

i hate being sick. i hate being stressed. currently i'm sick and stressed. this blows. all i want is my cold and stress to go away. i'm sure the cold will and hopefully the stress will too. sorry for the strange rant, its been a strange wkend.

 
sick + work = not good times

but

dinner&movie + ucla andy = good times

yes! so i finally got to hang out with ucla andy. i was determined to do it before the year was out and since it was the 27th, currently the 28th, i had 4 days before the year was out. did a pseudo-date with andy. in-n-out courtesy of his gift certificates and jon-boys ucla parking pass. i had a 4 x 4. je su chris to thats a lotta meat and a lotta cheese. phew. i intro'd andy to the whole dipping of fries into strawberry shake {its gotta be strawberry at in-n-out}. there were some crappy high school boys behind us at the burger joint, quite the annoying. andy totally coulda kicked there ass. one of them started to stare down andy. andy's quite the big guy 6ft somethingish in shape, could kick ur ass kinda fella and those hs guys were being punk ass bastards....morons...

and then it was off for some partaking in consumerism at the century city mall {which btw is a sucky mall} andy got a cool bk for jon-boy and i got a new lilo doll!! she has a camera and a brush in her lil purse!! it took a while to come to the conclusion of what to buy first it was grumpy, than cashmere eyore, then winni the pooh, then sully, and then finally i saw lilo. yay i now own lilo, stitch, and dolly! so u could say i'm a lil obsessed with the whole lilo&stitch no?

after the captialism {ud be proud suckaa i was searchin for something to buy!! i so wanted to take part in consumer capitalism} it was off to stand in line for our flick, where i proceeded to make up stories about the ppl who were in line with us. quite the amusing bc it made me take my mind off the fact that we were standing in a rather long line outdoors. bonus thing: when we got in i snagged a catch me if u can pin {which i probably wont wear, but its neato} and a airport tag that promo's the movie {which is really rad} so if i'm sporting it on my bag being quite the nerd u have all the right to point it out. i think me and andy snagged the last ones but i'm not too sure. its a nifty find!

and now i'm at home. still suffering from a stuffy nose, the throats better {gonna hafta pick up more of those nifty non-mentholated halls} and i'm drinking sierra mist bc i figure its the closest thing to 7up i have and gosh darnit dont all those filipino home remedies say that 7up cures everything? bah i wonder if its true..we'll see tom when i wake up. i work 2-1030 tommorrow...boooo which means i wont be doing much this wkend. and then i close again on sunday 1-930, but there's supposed to be our company xmas party where i plan to bowl&eat {all courtesy of borders} and talk shit {courtesy of the borders bitch crew} stop by borders if u wanna bug me and make me smile....

ivy: sorry i keep missin ya online and on the phone!!! but i hope ur having fun in canada! i havent hung out with jen yet hahaha
suckaa: imissu ;p

 
merry christmas kwanza festivus hannukah winter solstace and a happy new year!

so this christmas was spent with the family. got the questions of concern about mom and why wasnt pop at the fam party. he was tired, since he was with moms all day. so i brought the gifts {paintings i made, which were a big hit yay!}

i was able to withstand the family because i was of my friend mary jane's company. yay for her she helped christmas a lot bc i wasn't about to hang out with my family for an evening and since mr. jack daniels wasnt around or mr. miller g. draft i had to keep company with ms. mary. she was nice to hang out with. most of the night i hung out with my cousins, went for a lot of smoke breaks, laughed when my uncle and cousins started singing karaoke, went aww shucks when my niece jade sang pearly shells and wanted to dance [ she's sooooo cute!!!]

then i got home and opened all the presents that were given to my dad, mom, and me. i got accessories this year a wallet and three purses and pop and moms got a variety of house things like frames [which i might steal] coffee mugs, inspirational books, etc etc...

then it was time for mass at good ol' st. gen's. the choir ... not the greatest... it sounded like all my aunties who can't sing decided to join the choir =( but i sang as loud as i could so all i could hear was my own voice lol after church we went to go hang out with mom. drama there because the respiratory tech walked out, so mom didn't have her plug so she could talk = / she could talk a lil but it was real faint boooo but she was happy we were there. i left for a lil to go to uncle joe's and auntie vina's for another xmas party. OOooo nummy nummy food. filipino style spaghetti, homemade torta and cassava, and bombass lechon.

this has definitely been a food season. i gotta hit up the arc soon!

i still need to make all the presents for the homies, so to all the homies u'll get ur presents once school starts! so that gives me onemore week hehe

hope you all had a happy holidays and hopefully i'll see you all very soon!

oh and if your gonna be in town for new years eve lemme know whats up bc i've got no plans and i'm down for whatevers!

 
christmas eve

its been an eventful weekend i must say.

i came home on friday to the usually prayer thing. then i hung out with mom all day sat. SHE'S TALKING!!! YAY!!! =) i'm super stoked about that. i was telling dad that i was sad that i never thought i'd ever hear her voice again. i'm always happy to go home bc moms face lights up when i see her. i'm so happy and grateful to see her happy and to hear her voice. and then for dinner me and dad went to our fav valley chinese place "ab chinese food" on devonshire. its always nummy and not too expensive. then sunday was another day of hanging out with mom. first me and pops went to church at st. gens. which bytheby has this gigantic parol up. i swear its like 15-20ft long. i was wondering how they even brought that in the church or how they transported it from point a to point b. it was quite the impressive parol. st. gen's got a lot...A LOT...A LOT... did i mention a lot...of filipinos and i've been seeing parol's during the christmas season since i was in elementary school...maybe the 5th or 6th grade. then it was off to moms and we hung out again. she was sitting up when i got to her room...yay! i'm so proud of my mom! she makes me smile when i see her. altho i do hate going to her place. i hate convalescent homes...the smell, the feel, it never sits well with me. but we do what we have to for the sake of family. that night was a nummy free, yay free, night at black angus. pops won a gift certificate from work so it was good times on the house. hmm prime rib...mash potatoes..yes yes quite the nummy night

then it was back to OC for work at borders...bleh dude i swear the rumors about me at work are not the coolest of cool. first they thought i was fired, which i was not. then they thought i made my former roommate cry with my rudeness, which i dont think she was crying because of my rudeness. she called on sat to see if i could come in, but hello weekends are time for mom! i had other plans. damn i wasnt even in the fuckin county, no way was i gonna work. if i was curt or rude it was bc i thought the managers understood that. shit...no fuckin sympathy on there part, that or their pretty dense to think i'd pick the store over my family!

then tonight i got to hang out with debby which was quite fun bc we hardly ever have time to hang out. saw two towers, quite the good movie. its freakin long as hell but still quite the cinematic entertaining mindless pleasure. exactly what the christmas season ordered! although after seeing it i was quite bummed that i havent seen harry potter yet. gotta find someone to watch that with or at least find someone to dl it for me! hehe any takers?? [btw deb-u'll get through it, i know u will. and if its any consolation: i have faith in you!]

now its off to bed or at least read a little before bed. i've finished paulo cohelo's "the alchemist" which was the only book on the winter break reading list. currently i'm reading "lies my teacher told me" by james lowen [sp?] which is quite the good read. its about history and how wack its being taugh to us. it puts things in perspective, but so far from the contents i gather that there is a limited discussion of the role of asian americans in american history...african americans, latino americans, native americans...perhaps i will have to delve deeper in it to see if my assumptions are wrong. hopefully they are...bc i will be quite saddened if a book that attempts to right the wrongs of the white anglo saxon history that has been taught and overlooks asian american contributions, then the book may have been all for not...but alas i must finish the book before i make my final judgement on it.

gnite all...have a merry christmas and a happy new year [no plans yet for that day, so call me up if ya got some bright ideas]


suckaa: "keepin my head up" as best i can...--peanutbutterfunk ;)

 
home sweet home

i got to work a half hour late yesterday bc i'm not used to opening. oh well i still peaced out at 430 since i had to go home and i knew traffic would be bad. it actually wasnt that bad. only took me an hour and ten minutes. was quite surprised. then it was off to the prayer thingy that my tita nenette and tito mike have at their house every friday. tita nenette was surprised to see me. i've been pretty busy so i havent been able to come home. it was cool. i got to hang out with charlie and vincent [always good times] and my cousin bryan came late, but he brought our niece jade who's really really cute!!! she's looking more and more like Ate Carrie now.

i was supposed to paint today, but i just woke up and had to make some lunch for me and pops. oh well, i dont really mind i got some sleep, which is most deserved. damn work! anyhow i'm nocturnal anyway. most of my creativity comes when the sun is down.

anyhow i'll post more later
have a great day everyone!




























peanutbutterfunk misses suckaa =p

 
my my..

no jazz club with thao last night, instead shopping [yay new red scarf; thanks old navy!] and some burgers and fries [yay johnny rockets] too bad it upset thao's tummy, but i'm sure she was fine. i attribute it to giddyness [ =p thao ]

then i hung out with my loverly gay husband alex. aww how i miss thee. it was quite the good times. [yay bessie she gives good milk even when she's broken] and i got my xmas present from alex. yay i love it! i'll be wearing the jacket to work today hehe

nights like that make me appreciate my friends sooo much. its the season too. the holidays, and end up the year type things [ie graduations] make me realize that my friends are the bestest.

so...here's my quick shout out to you all:
alex ur my fav gay husband! nic ur my fav stalker =p jen ur my fav boobie ho haha ivy ur my fav [shhh dont tell jen!] mike ur my fav suckaa =p thao ur my fav get lost buddy caren ur my fav chill buddy jp ur my fav dancin fool papa james ur my fav mullet lover phil ur my fav homie phil rex ur my fav person i know who's makin dope ass music anthony ur my fav lil bro [bc ur just as bitchy as me!] emil ur my fav drunk [next to me haha] mikey ur my fav friend that i call back in two days when i say i'm gonna call back in an hour lol borders bitch crew ur my fav ppl to bitch about work with! av staff ur my fav chill ppls mesa all stars ur my fav all star crew baby

 
another late night...

why does creativity come at the wee hours of the morning? i've got some rad ideas for paintings. i actually wrote them down as opposed to what i usually do, which is depend on the noggen to remems what i thought up. anyone want to contribute to the elaine needs to purchase more canvas paper and black card stock fund?

work was bleh today. it started with me getting yelled at by my boss & gettin bitched at by stupid customers, so i just dove right into putting books away and not paying attn to anyone else [minus the crappy customers who flagged me down] but i got praise from the quite new manager jen. so that was fun.

after work it was off to play in la. hung out a bit with the brockton ppls. then it was off to 3rd st for the film "adaptation" quite a good film. [ud like it film geek andy] its done really well, but of course it would be, its spike jonze [sp?] then it was off to norms on lincoln with mike. had some eggs and hash browns [no steak, i wouldnt be able to drive home!] mike got the pancakes. and some apple pie and coffee for the both of us. twas good times. have fun in the motherland best friend. remems my blanket and anything "ethnic" whatever that means... cya in two weeks.

and now...now i'm up when i should be in bed. i'm gonna get up in a couple of hours to bug marco at starbucks. and then work at 11-730. and then more painting need to get these presents and projects done. [better get more canvas paper and black card stock {contribute to my fund please!!} ] and its gonna be a harry potter/ painting night. although i might end up escaping to see lord of the rings too...anyone up for it?



turn out the light
here comes the night
the stars shine bright
such a pretty sight.
i pray with all my might
to not stir with fright
i find solace in the evening kite
within these hours i'll be alright
and in the end...i know everything's tight

 
gettin ready...

need to hop in the shower for work
instead i reminsice over the past and tears begin to burst
mistakes equal memories
memories equal mistakes
cant imagine how bad we used to fake
all our emotions, our feelings, our lives
for the sake of protecting the ego we hold inside
its so strange to think of what i was
and now to look in the mirror and see what i've become
i hope its a better person than yesteryear
and that all those fears and doubts have disappeared
but mistakes equal memories
and memories equal mistakes
and memories don't fade
they just leave footprints in pineapple upside down cakes
ever wonder what life would be if you stepped outside?
ever wonder how it would feel if you didnt hide?
time to get ready for my job
can't be galavanting or watching sponge bob
i'll have to peep you later with more of this shit
for now i'm out have a safe trip.

 
wonder

its amazing how time has affected us. while i sit and read my entries and the archives of other people it's amazing to see how we've all grown. i know this blog thing has only been a trend amongst the vine folk for almost a year now, but to read those past entries is quite interesting. to remember what you were feeling when you wrote those things. to remember all the crap and bullshit behind every word. or all the love and happiness behind each sentence. to see everything go right. to see everything go sour.. this public diary of our lives is quite a keen invention that allows us into a limited, view of someone's inner thoughts.

ok so now i must get ready to slave away and sell books to the drones of south coast. come visit me puhlease!!!

carrots and peas
=p

 

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1 is the loneliest number...

winter break in irvine is upon us. and the crowds of beautiful people [maybe not beautiful jk babies ;) ] have left the vine and are off on their exciting adventures, while some of us are left here in this desolate city working at the mall this holiday season.

as is the case in my situation. i dont really get a chance to go home and see my moms and dads that much. but i know i need this money, extremely need this money. so i shall slave away for the borders god. =(

last night was fun times for rex's bday. clowning on sherwin, drinking some beers, kickin it with some homies, going off on what music geeks we are. happy 25th man! glad you like the vinyl. ivy was most impressed with the turntablist crowd i have found myself in. i didnt really notice, but hey its good times. there were some beautiful people at rex's place btw. too bad they were caught up playin counterstrike. oh wells its cool it was fun just to look ;)

so if ur in the vine gimme a ring bc i'll be here slaving at work or being bored at my house. there's only 6 people here and only 3or4 like to come out and play. =(

that's all i'm done time to get ready for work...yay












peas......

 
C's get degrees

this is what i've learned from many of my friends. although it doesnt get ya into grad school...grr but i'm puttin off the grad school mumbo jumbo for a couple of years so ill take some bs classes at some jc and boost that gpa of mine. that said, i didnt do quite great on my espanol final. the grades are already up on gradesource. i did well enough to pass...bleh on that its over. i

so ya i'm done and i'm broke. spent money at thrift stores today with mike. yay to the "loop" bc i picked up some good stuff and am gettin pretty good at diggin. unfortunately i let something slip by...booo but i'm gettin kinda good at it. eek, someone stop me before i invest in turntables!! ahhhh

and now i'm at home on duty with no where to go because i cant freakin leave. its a good thing though bc i have work tomorrow at 12.

indian food is tasty.

simpson episodes are fun at any given moment

white forest at coffee bean is not on the menu but very nummy and the student discount isnt up there either [coffee bean on main and harvard]

random trips to sd are cool esp. when ya smoke out and then kick it at coffee bean with ppl who talk as much shit as i do.

meeting new ppl is always fun.

chicka is fun

analysis of certain apts creates interesting conclusions

random brain farts create odd blogs

peas =p

 
yayness

so i just finished my papers for linda vo's class which are due tomorrow at 4pm.

and i finally learned how to fuckin study. craig said that he learned how to study in his 5th year...and really thats when i learned too. i actually figured out that if you READ the material BEFORE you have to write a paper or have a final that you actually UNDERSTAND what the fuck you're doing. holy shit isnt that fuckin amazing?? it takes 5 freakin years to learn that, but hey at least i learned it!!

now i can goof off and chill. only got one real final and thats thurs...spanish...and i can study for that all day tomorrow!

yay life is good =p

 
smiles...

so i'm at home home right now. i felt the need to come home bc i didnt go home this weekend bc of finals crap. i'm done with the 12 pager so i figured it was time to see mommy. when i got there she smiled right away. it felt really good. she missed me like i missed her. i got to have dinner with pops at this place called "millies diner" its very old skool nostalgia diner type. its in mission hills and it feels like the valley is all puti when ur in that place. it was cool beans and the food was quite tasty. gonna hafta hit that place up with ppls soon.

and now i'm at home home attempting to read all the material for the two papers i have to write tomorrow. it was quite amazing. i realized it was easier to write when you actually read the material! omfg can u believe it? i learned this yesterday as i was writing my 12 pager since i had actually read and outlined all the articles for my research. 8 more to go.

its kinda funny. i'm hopped up on a lot of coffee and im actually smoking while at my house. i just go out on the patio and smoke a ciggie. dads irked by this, but hey its finals week, i'm stressed and my smoking is now an accepted [not too accepted] part of my personality.

and now i'm off to read more material...

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

damn finals...

 
let the madness begin...

so here it is...the finals madness. i shouldnt be too stressed i have three papers and one final due next week. i just have to read for the papers and go over the spanish material. i started to study yesterday but was interrupted by a best friend crisis. so nic was in need of shoulders to cry on [me] and ppl to talk some sense into him [beester and mike]. afterwards i went to the kaba banquet for some supposed dinner, but ya those asses were taking too god damn long so it was off to macdonalds for me. after that instead of studying i went to amoeba with mike, bob, and amy. picked up some good stuff. en vogue [born to sing and funky divas] and michael jackson thriller. i now need to find best of envogue bc i wanted the song "dont let go" and off the wall by mj bc there's more classic shit on that one.

proof that my nerdiness is cute and appreciated:

so when i was driving home from nic's house i heard these two battle tracks from eminem and benezio. apparently they've been battling for quite some while. well i first heard eminem's rebuttle to what benezio had initally said. by far eminem is fuckin talented. even if you dont like the guy [which i do] u've got to give him props for his lyricism. well then i heard benezio's slam against em and shiit i was shocked by what i heard. it was some dope shit. i was going "ohhhhh" in my fuckin car right. benezio basically calls out em for profiting off a black artform and calls obitrice and d12 "house" insinuating "house slaves / n*ggas" so i called mike about it bc i was like...damn this shits ill. i was hella excited about what i'd just heard. so when mike came to pick me up i went on and on about how ill this battle was and how i hafta find it and buy it blah blah blah. which led to him going aww shucks about how i'm a hip hop nerd and what not and how that was cute...warm and fuzzy feeling warm and fuzzy feeling when that occured. so yeah... being a nerd about my obsessions can help to my advantage =)

yay to nerds!

and now...
well now i'm gonna get ready to go to campus [boo to being on campus on sats/suns] to study for finals...i'll most likely be out on a patio. i just cant study indoors anymore.

gluck to all those ppls having finals. and to everyone i know in the real world ... i know you dont miss this part of college!

mahal at salamat

 
my friend sleep...

my friend sleep is a nice person.
BUT
sleep cant help showin up at the most inopportune of times
for example today i should be reading, but my other friend bed said to come over and kickit
which led to my other homie sleep kickin it too.
CRAP
so i kicked it with bed and sleep and didnt see homie wake up until right now.
GRRR
i love my friend sleep, but sleep really gets in the way
although sleep is a really great person to kick it with...
sleep gets me in trouble
bc i still need to read SOOO MUCH
man oh man.

so thats my friend sleep, do you know sleep?

grrr...delirium = /

 
bleh..

word to the wise: this is a very lame entry....

[its basically what i put on my aim profile =) ]


do you want to be really happy?
you can begin by being appreciative of who you are and what you've got.

[words of wisdom from the tao of pooh]

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for all those who lab me... :-D
my xmas list:
roots- phernology
common- electric circus
dashboard confessional- dc unplugged

 
suckaa

"they" say that there's a sucka born every minute...

and sometimes i think they're talking about me.

ok ok i know that this sounds quite vague. but listen to my diatribe about sucka-ness

we all fall into these traps of being sucka's. in how we talk, how we interact with people, how we dress, how we play, how we work, how we practically do everything. the thing i haven't learned yet is to stop being a sucka. i'm kinda sick of all of it. i dont mean to be so mean to people or so bitchy to people. in my heart of hearts i think that i'm a good person. bc really that's all i strive to be, although my big mouth can get in the way of that.

so ya i wish i wasnt such a sucka and i havent learned yet how to get out that trap...

when you figure it out can u tell me?

 
quote of the day

"They think I"m clapping, but I'm really slapping..."
Ernest 12/02/02 1248pm @ the Cross patio discussing what occurs when he checks out a girls arse.

 
swapmeetsweep

so today i semi learned how to dig. swap meets are evil places man...but i lucked out and only bought fabric for my room and nothing too bad. mike spent a lot of money on records, it added to his high fidelity-ness.

i actually got some work done today. i know this may seem like a miracle but i did my spanish project and my essay. WOWSERS! quite proud of that.

sleeping in the middle of the day fucks up sleeping patterns bc i'm wide awake right now and its close to 4am...crapola. oh well. i've only got spanish tomorrow anyhow. phil poetry is kick it class ya know?

fun times this weekend:
*going to amoeba with mike and matt only to find it closed bc of a power outtage...
*watching dvds all weekend
*being lazy and staying in bed
*shopping...and not spending too much
*dinner with nic and jen

dinner was funny. nic and me are the city lovin kids who want to be professors, while mike and jen are the outdoorsy camping type who are gonna be lawyers. it works out for interesting outtings.

oh and btw is fuckin cold. and being a smoker doesnt exactly help. grr guess thats the reason so many smokers get hypothermia...damn addiction to the nicotine god!

niters